jealous? PFFT ....maybe yes.

heyho, people around the world (?)
i know i've havent blogged about something or anything in these days.
you got to say the time goes fast, there haven't been new kpop lately........ exept for SM's IGAB and break down, which i love the most at the moment.
so much stuff have been happening since the last day of 2012 .___.

still ongoing drama's everywhere, and i got myself a boyfriend.
he is really funny, and cute also. i began my feeling for him befor chistmas (?) i think.
and the funny thing is, he did start to like me at the same day.
but my problem is: i'am just not that kind of girl who just randomly call their boyfriend just to say: "hi, wassap?" which i love i could it's so cute when i hear other girls do that,or when he do that for me. but when i imagien, myself, saying that. NO, JUST NO!
 but i also think it's so ridiculouse to call even if i just wanted to hear his voice....... =.='' and each time i dont find anything to talk about. iam not that kind of girl who just split their problems to their boyfried......
 i mean seriously, the last realtionship i had was 4-5 years ago. it wasn't even real!!!
i have no idea how i should act, like asian girls? ............. what if he thinks i'am anoying?! ;___;
and then my best-friend who is BI, started to chat with him and stuff....... and i think i'am jealous .____. HAHAHAHHA how ridiculouse is that? -.-''